Hi Alan. Welcome it is great to see you here. Well done in asking for help. It takes great courage in going to an aa meeting but it was the best thing I ever done in my life
Why not call AAs helpline 08457697555 the person on the phone will understand you are nervous or scared cos we all phoned for help and we were nervous and scared too
Please keep posting and let us know you are ok
We Care

brianh